Usually when I drink I wake up the next day feeling depressed, well this only happens when I end up drinking heavily. I know this is common and it’s a natural response to alcohol. However, due to the time of year I have been out drinking a lot so this has been happening a lot more. I’ve neglected the gym, I’ve just been out socialising and haven’t even had the chance to meet that many girls and in general I just feel off. I turned 25 not too long ago and it’s really got me thinking about where I’m going to be in 5 years time. I want to be earning more money, that’s my number one and two priority right now, I feel my interest in women is kinda going through a dip. I still hit on girls occasionally and I’m still seeing Adele, interestingly enough we’re coming up to the 3 month mark and she sent me a not so subtle message today about me having competition. I don’t really care.
Anyway I could bang on about work and my life in general and maybe I will in another post but this blog is mainly about banging chicks, I’m not going to pretend it’s something it’s not. So this month I have had no new girls, in fact I had no new girls in November either…and I don’t care! It’s actually kinda good to not be a complete slave to the numbers, I kinda feel that now I’m at 80 odd, I have little to prove to myself anyone. I’ve found myself becoming a lot more discerning and taking far less crap, especially since I’ve been seeing Adele more and go out less on weekends which has definitely influenced that. However, that being said, I’m not going to be exclusive with her, I have slept with a few other regular girls in the past two months and have had a few near misses. I got a blowjob off some Russian chick at the weekend but she was on her period and was not up for the bloodbath. I’ve had a few work functions too and had girls and older women getting a little brave but it’s all fun and games. It’s funny how the media would have you think that Christmas parties are just men going around groping women but my experience has been the opposite. I’ve had various women of various ages doing what I could only call “stupid drunken flirting” and making themselves look a bit stupid. Naturally, I played it off well and out of all these girls, I’ve given one the time of day because I’d seen her around the building before and she’s hot.
In general though, I’m not happy with where I am with girls, I’ve had too many false starts recently and I can only attribute it to seeing too much of this one girl and a bunch of other stuff which isn’t exactly connected but it’s been fucking with my vibe. Also in regards to the chick from my last post, I haven’t actually seen her since I posted it for various reasons and I have sent her one message, which she didn’t reply to so that situation is dead. I have some ideas about what I’m going to do next year that are chick related but I’ll keep them to myself for now.